I need you so much closer.

So tomorrow afternoon is actually the day I'm REALLY heading off for the beach. All the other crap still applies though; I'm there till Fridayish. I guess I should be excited or something, but since my stepfather owes me $280 (meaning I'm broke) and this fracking economy shit, don't except new stuff or a love story when I get home (wait until the school year starts ;D).

Another sad event is that my comfortable sleeping habit will be broken off, considering I'm going to have to get up around 10ish tomorrow morning to get my head shaved (not literally) and sit in a car next to my sister for an hour. I guess it's actually good since school is starting in, oh, NINE DAYS. I'll be getting up around 5:30AM then so I'll roll with the punches and try to work up to it.

Baaah, I'm getting more and more nervous for school. At first it was only my worries about the bus: not missing it, hoping I know at least one person, hoping to not have to deal with a certain someone who I do not like, etc. Now it's everything about everything! I never take into account during these daymares that I'll have Tyler and other people who I know, but of course I'm not one to ever have rational worries (example: Shark Week and sharks in general have kept me from going into the deep end of the pool alone). I am excited, of course but I can only imagine what will go wrong and how many other people's Hit Lists I'll be on.

So other than that, I have made a school year's resolution. I, Katie [insert last name here], will try my best to become more sociable and get out of the house more. I will worry less about having to catch up on the FML's I haven't read and will not mope around wishing for friends that want to hang out, but never have the chance because of how I isolate myself on the weekends. <---- That right there is actually completely different from my last year's philosophy that I get enough of people during the week and should have the weekends to myself (which is probably how I'll feel once school starts). I want to become more friendly and stop pushing away people I don't know. How can I get a kick-start on this, you ask? Well, avid reader, I will tell you: Tyler and I are going to join the drama club. If, in fact, we do so, I really don't see us socializing much because we'll be attached at the hip trying to avoid getting killed by the upperclassmen and such, but I will try and branch out while staying glued to mah biffle.

Oh yeah, and I don't think I ever mentioned Vacation Bible School which was last week. My mother, Dana, mommom, and I volunteered to be the chefs for the week of VBS and supply a "light dinner" and drinks before the actual shebang. I had drink duty and handed out fruit punch and Sunny D to all the little brats and a few assholish parents who never gave me a second glance. My friend Katie (same name, yeah) helped with snacks after our dinner and came to church high twice and without her virginity on Thursday. For all her hard work (cough cough), she got community service. Guess who didn't get community service for actually doing her job?

Also during VBS, my IRL "crush" Cameron would come in and I had the revelation that I do not like him. He was raised by WHITE PEOPLE, yet still throws around his "yo"s and "mah brotha"s. Not cool.



Listening pleasure: Transatlanticism-Death Cab for Cutie
Crushing: Anyone and everyone.
Reading: CoS.